.ayla hurley.

Why did you contribute to this project?
This is actually a poem I wrote a long time ago about my boyfriend and my ex-girlfriend... She and I ended up having a massive blowout and hating each other, while he and I are still together 5 years later. I hope this is good enough - she was the first girl I ever fell in love with, and he was the first boy I ever fell in love with.

She sat with her chest against the table
He sat with his back against the chair
I sit in his lap
I stare at her lips
I want them both

To feel her lips on my skin
To rub my hand over her smooth shoulders
To hold her by her perfectly curved sides
To love her
To feel his lips on my skin
To rub my hand on his neck
To hold my cheek against his smooth shoulder
To love him

I am bisexual

I love them both
I want her body
I want his love
I want her love
I want his body
One I may have
One I may want
She felt the same
He feels the same
I miss her
I have him
I want her
I want him

A kiss or two I get from her
A glimpse of that old lust
I catch in her eyes
In those deep eyes
I miss her

His body is my sanctuary
That I hold myself in
It?s okay to be with him
It?s sinful to want her

But I can't help but sin