.jose "carlos" acute.

why did you participate?

well... i wanted to help in this proyect because i have few people i can trust or i can talk freely about my sexuality, and this is a grat way to express myself, without fearing what others might think... =)

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fear, terror, despear
words that came to my mind
even when i looked through the tiny opening of that door
i thought i was safe
safe surrounded by the mist of pain and the false me
again, i watched
watched how people ran freely outside, while i was kept captive
captive of my own emotions, fears insecurities

i felt like noone could understand me,
that i ws alone
and my shell would hide everything
everything i felt,
and that it could show me as a happy "normal" person,
but it didn't
it just made me more miserable

until he came
handsome, tall and understanding
he opened the doors for me
i felt free
i felt i could fly
i felt good
good with myself, for once, i felt good with myself...

and here i am...